The light shimmer of nostalgia

It’s raining today. Besides that, it’s a Saturday. Two things that can only be likable, happening at the same time. Thereby, what could be more suiting for such a rainy Saturday than to play some video games? I have been wondering to play some of my old, dusty games since a while back,  and the…

The unavoidable truth

The unavoidable truth, is running by my side. Ignorance, is it a slow acceptances? Is it a lost case, or is it just seen as one in the presence, the “now”. Nothing is set in stone, and things changes all around, but the mind is foolish, some would maybe even say ignorant; it throws away logic.…

Fulfillment

When will I feel fulfilled; when will I feel done – will I ever feel like I have accomplished all that I can? When can I with an easy heart say “Today, I can die – with a calm mind” Not to be disappointed by myself. I don’t want to die with regrets – overall I’m…

There is a light..

I long for the city that I knew like my own hand. I long for the streets we walked so many times. The long nights we spent outside. Cigarette-smoke that covered our faces and fears, all the wine we drank to forget tomorrow. Sorrow, we never escaped your hands, just slipped away for a while.…

Death is around me

I see how life is drained from the world around me. You watch the falling leaves with something special in your eyes; to you, it’s beautiful. I share your thoughts of natures beautiful change, but I can’t help to think about what’s really going on. It’s death. There is no need to deny it; I…

Time

Time. It’s relevant. It’s irrelevant. Yet, it’s always presence. Still, it’s always the past. That moment, that just was future, is not belonging to the past. However we try to twist and turn it, is there always some kind of time.  There is always a motion through the seconds, that turns to minutes, or that all ready have turned…