Uppsala! Avalinity!

So, here’s the long awaited blog-post about my and SaSa trip to Uppsala! As I’ve previously mentioned in my blog, me and SaSa have planned for a long time to visit Uppsala, partly since SaSa used to live there when she was younger, and partly since I spent a lot of time there in my…

Party, studio, birthday, studio, studio

Hello! I noticed that I’ve updated my Swedish blog about the past week, but not my English one. And that is not fair; mostly since most of my fans won’t get that much Swedish. Förlåt för det. Anyhow, I’m actually gonna start off a little bit earlier than this week; so for thoose of you who…

Fulfillment

When will I feel fulfilled; when will I feel done – will I ever feel like I have accomplished all that I can? When can I with an easy heart say “Today, I can die – with a calm mind” Not to be disappointed by myself. I don’t want to die with regrets – overall I’m…

Du monotona varelse

Du repetitiva tankemönster, sällan förbluffar du mig Föga överraskande är reaktionen, inget tillför den mitt leverne Är din glädje enbart av kompulsivt tvång, sällar dig till mängden Är förförandet av ren natur, eller enbart en omedveten biverkan Du som sett slutet, du som vet hur kylan känns Berätta om mörkret, förtälj mig hur avgrunden lockar Ouppnåeliga vändhållplats, när…

Take nothing for granted

Earthly belongings, earthly problems. Sometimes it feels like some people never is aware of the end we’re all traveling to. How can they spend so much time, worry for things that actually doesn’t matter, for the consumption they’ve been betrayed by. I may sound negative, almost only speaking of death lately, but somehow, it’s been a viral subject…

Death is around me

I see how life is drained from the world around me. You watch the falling leaves with something special in your eyes; to you, it’s beautiful. I share your thoughts of natures beautiful change, but I can’t help to think about what’s really going on. It’s death. There is no need to deny it; I…